Through It All

Through all these 365 days of the year...
Through all the tears and laughter ...
Through all prayers...
Through all things getting bitter and better ...

I cannot count
How many dramas have happened in my life..
How many times I have blamed friends, family, circumstances, and even ... God
How many times I get mad to my very own life...
How many times I forget to be thankful of all the joy and grace...

Fully absorbed..
To myself so wrecked..
Cannot trully comprehend..
The deep longingness inside..

I fall too deep...
To my own greed...
When all the plans and dreams...
uncontrolably rules my journeys...

And now I cry...
I sob to search a little piece of peace...
To comfort and complete my whole being...
To strengthen my body and souls...
To give the courage to dreams ...
Yet, bless me with the serenity to get back on my feet whenever I fall...
To spare largest room for YOU in my life...
That no matter how big my dreams are...
YOU are still the greatest King in charge..