My Little Secret

                               JASMINE                            

Amber colored dusk like candy in the beautiful far of distance
and endless night freezing into my frost..
First love was rediscovered by us...
Expecting you also feel same thing in the fantasy
Firefly on my window is like beautiful chapter, that flutter about in my poem...
and i continue to write my eternal love for you..
I use a few lines to describe whos you are..
Your smile deflect my sorrow..
Persue me with glance in my lonelyness..
I see far to nightsky, the image of you drifting in the wind..
and moment i see into pool, never leave me alone with my reflection in the water
You turn your figure but still beautiful..and leave me in the night with stars..
Even the pale white crescent moon hook back to the past and left place of tears..
I will be waiting your incarnation..
Defeating rose and chrysantemum, charming than peony and peach flower
You are the Jasmine, seven mile fragrance....

                              SNOW HAIR

My dear is waned and sallow
I play a bamboo flute song of nature
Sitting at the riverside seeing water emiting a stream of the river
at moment i thinkin of you under the sunset
teasing in the beauty, your bent eyes so fine as transparent water.
your lip is red as plum of guangxi, is like brilliant picked strawberry..
when the wind blowing with softly to your face,that's vexed me
Who has been made old by my waiting, love become immaculate underneath the moonlight.
Rains falling down with smoothly to wet your hair and if light touch that...so wondering as snowhair
beautifully chilling the parting, your supple walk...your violent smile..
as a wild rose..could destroy mountain of love and to settle the coral stone.
Lets the season continue to rotate...lets the storm dancing in the night.
I just want aside u as dragon and phoenix..turn to the sky..chase one each other.
Love never end...its possible make stars be smile and cloud couldnt see cause to be shame
my whises hold your hand...walking at snowfield together
to see our world...and be my goddess forever.

                               DREAMS

Nothern wind gush and night still young
I unable to shake off your shadow....
Felling that once were hidden nows expresed to you
That day i saw you....i using a shield on my heart to kept it cold..
but your sword of deity's make it break into million piece.
The breeze by the river is blowing your hair swaying....
then when i see it i dont have ability to defend...
I want to take you to the beach...
watching the sunset together until we fall asleep..
to take you to bike riding as classic love story
seeing the night town and laugh together...
and dreams you're leaning on my shoulder...
just like this kind of love thats i want...
innocent without sadness and simple without pain..
Its true..
First time i looked into your eyes, each breath become a thousand sight
My heart drummed out a thunder beat..
I glowed with joy from to feet
Your hand had touched my soul as little bell began to toll..
I gently smile and quietly admire, i belive in you..
Did'nt you know..heaven missing an angel cause you're here
with me..
girl..i hope iam not a qualify..
cause for a reason i was born...
born to love you.

                                MY FEEL

Somethings can never be taught is feeling of expressing,
the wrong love is little nasty and i don't regret knowing about you..
Dear...
Tender orchid leaves in spring..
The cinnamon blossom bright in autum and sunlight was my homeward escort
I looking back and i saw my path..
You leave me a shadow by sweet smile...
I just like a soldier, which my destiny is in your hand..
Princess..
Empire so wide and you are golden flower inside the kingdom
You're missing treasure which all of prince would be searching of..
The love songs not beautiful as your voice..
and your word as night symphony
will you miss me...miss me in my lonelyness...
All i ever wanted was to be part of your heart..
and for us to be together to never be apart...
Sometimes at night, when i look to the sky...
I start thinking of you and ask to myself..
Why do i love you?..i think and smile
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch..
and so many little things that make me love you...

                                    LOVE

Sweet fragrance of peppremint coloured grass is sharpless like wind
Longing and shadow were both streched long in evening
I've made my mind is clear but you always there...
you know..i dont't even want to break up cause you're my future dreams..
My adorable...
I love you than you do..
You are the smile on my face, the twinkle in my eyes..
The warm inside my heart and fullness in my life
Time is the answer maybe..
I take deep a breath, fear you'll forgetting..
fears forgetting about us..
Rain is fall the whole night, and my love overflow just like rainwater..
Staying silent does not come so fast, and i knew taking a decision is not so easy
Dear...if oneday you're already gone far away, i will slowly walk away..
just remember  someone had ever loved you....
love you til my final breath...
You're the tears of my heart, i will to give you up
because i love you so much..

                                    LEAVE

Please..dont leave..my heart is really hurt
Once i have some freetime, i will say this for you..
If i think of you eagerly and i love you..
There will be voice between the souls...
Did you hear it..
I belive in fate, i wish oneday we will be reunited, cause i belive in fate
A pinning thats even deeper than a wound..
I miss you terribly..
Your scent floated on the sky...
remind me of the night, that i have forgotten..
If i have other live will you be my lover once again...
I cant forget you..cause my love for you are not a year
but a thousand years...before you leave just please...
hold me tight..till my tear is dry......

Nb: This poem i made by myself, inspire by love and my past of sorrow.
       (sorry if my english so bad:) )

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